Day 55/90. One more day! Had a good day yesterday, had a good time overall. Starting a fitness challenge with one of my friends so that should help me start eating better.
21/90 Made it 3 weeks! Had some super intense urges yesterday and took a ton of willpower to ward them off, but learned some new triggers to avoid.
80/90. Had some fantasizing appear out-of-the-blue last night. Even at this stage I must remain humble, focused, and committed.
84 days done. Awoke in the middle of the night and, half asleep, started playing with myself, no porn or anything, but still don’t want to edge like that, I try to catch myself... but I didn’t O, stopped and got my wits about me. These close calls happen once in awhile, I think twice this streak. wouldn’t be the worst but going hard mode, want to finish strong and keep going. Gonna get one more day
Made it through day zero, now I'm a few hours into day one. I'll concentrate on being clean and making it to 1pm today. Sleeping on time is also necessary since I relapse mostly in the early AMs. Finding other ways to disperse emotions work too.
Day 1/90. Staying busy today and dancing a lot. Discovered krumping dance style recently and it's awesome, lol. Expressing myself through dancing (aka jumping around and flailing my arms and legs like a madman) feels really great! So much better than fapping. Also, this song motivates me and is one of my many mantras. Y'all be careful of course if you search for krumping videos online as it could be a trigger.
