Thank you! Today I cooked a good meal that'll help for workout recovery. I struggle with college and following online courses, today I shall study in order to go forward on this adventure.
I’ve done it! Reaching day 3 might not be such a win, but it is. Yesterday my girlfriend went to sleep at a friend’s house, and I had the house for myself. And usually that means I would have a binge party. And I’ve felt that. I wanted to watch porn even before she went out, just thinking about hear leaving gave me urges. So I’ve called a friend who came hang out with me because I knew I would want to watch porn. and even the twenty minutes between her leaving and my friend coming was a challenge. Going to bad was also hard, knowing that “I would sleep so much better after PMO”, so I tried to distract myself, and just started pressing the panic button over and over and reading stuff on the form until I was exhausted and finally went to sleep. I think that one of the things that help me last night was the new focus of not just getting away from porn, but also to try and not fish at all. It wasn’t perfect, there are temptation all over the web even when I did not look for it on purpose. But being mindful about it really helped me to move on from stuff like that. Good luck everyone.
Day 197. Sharing some love with you all! You are all kin to me, I know that you can all live without that sting! Be well and breathe slowly.
@bob200 Good job on three days! That is experience that will help you from now on. You will be able to abstain longer now that you have gone this far. I am back at day one. I am ready to get going again though!
Day 15 complete! I'm a hobbit now! I just got a haircut yesterday after letting it grow out for longer than I would have liked. I should have saved some to make little hobbit-foot wigs. Urges have been slowly increasing. I think I'm nearing a crest in my personal urge cycle. The porn blockers were tested today but they held up. @The Confident Man Tell us about some of those things you learned!
Day zero. I watched risque videos, and one came up porn. This is the first P in months, although I have M many times.