Day 5 10:30 PM Done “This is what I think. Addiction is just a way of trying to get at something else. Something bigger. Call it transcendence if you want, but it’s a fucked-up way, like a rat in a maze. We all want the same thing. We all have this hole. The thing you want offers relief, but it’s a trap.” Tess Callahan
I have been here before. Hopefully this time will be different. I am determined to do this to stay more focused on working out and to be more confident around women. This is day 3.
i really need to close the u tube and start with some other app if i wanted to get over this DAY 1..this is the second time and the reason for the same is only Utube (no porn..i have stopped watching porn from a month)..only problem is these erotic sex scenes (with 5.1 Atom moaning sound effects)..and i get carried away with that...i need to stop watching u tube..
On the way to completing day 19 and nearly broke after some chaser effect. Had sex last night and jerked it for like 10 seconds. I'm not counting that as breaking the run. One little mistake and I carry on.
