i´m sorry to hear bro . well, you did great, and you´re still doing great! some bumps happen along the road. in fact, nothing can teachs us quite like a fall. i will add 2 things to your plan: 1- stay accountable daily, here or with an AP. accountability is one of the crucial procedures to overcome an addiction. because accountability exposes the addiction, and the addiction needs secrecy to thrive. 2- not only you need to work on detecting and stopping fishing right at birth, but it´s also good to recall your personal values. who are you? what values do you defend? recall your values daily. the more you recall then, the more you will act aligned with them. then, you will naturally integrate that objectification is a gateway to porn, but also an foremost, a detrimental behaviour for you and society. other than that, congratulations my brother!! you did great, and you took a huge step in your recovery progress . now let´s get out of Barad-dûr
that´s good enough bro. nothing can beat honesty . yeah, there´s a lot of unknown days ahead but that´s what progress really is about, in fact that´s what life is about . Confort zone sucks ass . also it´s important to believe that your life will become better in this path. believing one can be free from the PMO chains is crucial for success. so believe my brother, and you´re halfway there
Checking in brave Fellowship!! I detect on Sundays there´s usually a drop in members logs on the thread. so i hope this is due to members not being at home (or disconnect from internet), than due to lack of accountability For me, today, finally a calm day, no turbulence or triggering situations. keeping myself active and resting when needed The following members are strong on their paths. Congratulations!!! @Slider8 - Uruk-Hai @ksie - Dwarf / Moria A round of applause to the tremendous improvement of our brother @crazyhorse11 and a wave of support to our dearest brother @LuckyMan which is facing a hard time now. Courage my brothers, your tenacity is an inspiration for us!!! Checking out my brothers and sisters. Have a good day!!! Love you all Awareness moment
Hey brothers another day and what a nice update - I'm Uruk-hai now ! Apart from that was a lazy procrastinating day 'my way' i did what I like and skipped the important stuff. 9 miles run in the morning,cold shower, 5 miles cycling, 1.5 hour at the gym and 55 minutes of meditation. Fingers aching after climbing and some problems are hard to solve on the spot just because the capacity is not there yet.
Day 0, Got distracted by thumbnails and I was able to feed on NSFW thumbnails despite by blocker. Calling it a reset, I am not downtrodden, just becoming more aware. Onwards Fellowship!
Day 2 - I was too busy to post yesterday (with graduation and all), but I am finally done with undergrad and I have at least 2 ABs and maybe a B or AB in Algebra. I thought I would get an A in topology, but got an AB and I thought I would get a B in Botany, but I got an AB. Life is going well. I might do some writing tonight, but we are celebrating Mother's Day, so maybe not Best, Mathman1994