If I were in your shoes and were about to give an advice to myself I would say: 'Trust yourself, don't chase the result but enjoy the right process and copy from the best.'...and well I believe in you -you are a Hobbit already in your heart so just let it take you in the right direction !
Checking in on Day 29. I have created two new challenges for myself of other (almost addictive) bad habits that I have. No coffee and no candy/chips etc. for 2 weeks. Hopefully I can learn some insights because of this challenge. It is like going to Mordor and not being allowed to eat the lembas bread
Checking in Fellowship. Now so good day today, feeling weak and foggy, i guess some indulgence from the weekend is backlashing. I need to be more disciplined around alcohol and sugar, but i keep failing on this. Any ideas? i mean, i know some stuff is harmful to me, it gives me pmo withdrawal sympthoms, but i keep doing it. I feel stupid and stubborn. Let´s welcome our new member: @JiminyCricket The following brothers are going strong on their paths: @Muhammad Husayn / @Toni7 - Bree / Eriador @Rubzi - Doors of Durin / Moria A collective prayer of support to our brothers @Onan the Barbarian, @Ciceron and @Gallade_Templar , hang in there my friends, we´re with you. Checking out my friends. Have a good day.
Day 0 (again) I need to do better. I am feeling the benefits of my 11 month streak start to slip away. I will be a real travesty if I let that happen. I will not succumb to porn this week!
Day 0. I relapsed , But I'm not giving up , so I will start over again no matter how many times I fall I will keep fighting until I finish this journey.
Hang in there brother ! Can you tell us exactly what happen? What emotional situation made you to look up for the PMO as the solution? I guess if u strip some secrecy from your accountability you gonna be able to restore your long streaks because some hard dirt can't be removed from the soul with tender sponge -you be better off using metal sponge or sandpaper if you now what I mean.
Same goes for you brother. Please tell us how it happened. What was the emotional situation that lead you to relapse? Was it first time or do you keep repeating the same thing over and over? What is you plan if the same situation arises again ? What you gonna do to keep going to freedom?
Was really bloody horny yesterday, day 1, but today I had the opposite conundrum, basically no libido whatsoever. Made it easy to keep going today though, day 2 done.