Why Are You Doing NoFap?

Because PMO is a very dangerous addiction that has nearly destroyed my life. I have damaged my body and my mind and I don't even know if I will ever be whole again.

 

I cannot put it any better than you did:

"I'm rebooting because using porn for years gave me erectile dysfunction and killed my sex drive. I want my dick back and I want my sex drive back."

I will also add, though -

Fapping left me lonely, with tasks undone, responsibilities ignored, relationships with perhaps hundreds of people in chat rooms who didn't give a damn about me and vice-versa over years and years, just for the sake of the orgasm.


I felt shame and self-loathing that a grown man was still doing something he did when he was 13.

And I could not stop on my own. That was the biggest alarm. "I am just going to make it through one day." Nope. Rarely.

And here I am with 104 days...who'da thought? I thought I needed a sex rehab.
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Let’s turn the question around: why would you fap? There’s no reason to do it

 

No reason except one wakes up with this full, fat, pulsating log between one's legs which, if you so much as brush it with a hand by accident, grows even harder and more pulsating and demands attention, right now. When one strokes it, grabs it, squeezes it, smacks your belly with it or jerks is one of the most explosively pleasant feelings in the world, and if you do it enough, you're rewarded with a climax, also one of the most explosively pleasant feelings in the world for all mammals.

Other than that, no, there is no reason to fap. Just like there's no reason to put your head out the window of the car and let the wind hit you, except that it feels good, and people like to do things that feel good, no?