125 days, my most ever and it is a dizzying number for me, yeah it hasn't been perfect, yeah it's still a battle some (most?) days but it's great to have that number of days past and to feel that I'm not in the constant spiral of relapses.
129 days – but I looked at porn the other day, I could kid myself that's not what I was doing, but I was scrolling through sexual images which I was using in exactly the same way as porn, to avoid being present with difficult emotions that I didn't want to acknowledge. I'm not going to reset, I didn't PMO, I didn't fall into the spiral but I want to be honest with myself (and everybody here) about how sober I've been.