Day 1 I volunteered to keep up with my grandpa while he's hospitalized in due to chemotherapy's first dose, which is today. It's in a super controlled environment as the patients here are immunosuppressed, so I won't be able to leave the hospital until Tuesday. It is the first Chirstmas' Eve that I'm not with my whole family and I feel surprisingly well, besides all the relapsing episode. Actually, I feel hopeful, I really believe that my grandpa will be fine. Wish you all a great Christmas day! Enjoy your family, they are the most precious thing we could have in life!
Day 0: Nazgûl (You were once a man, a King, now fallen to the power of PMO) Going to try again. Christmas Eve seemed like a good time to start! If I can make it I'd get Nazgûl on Christmas Eve, Orc on Christmas, one week on new years eve and Uruk-Hai on new year. Seems very festive... all those early journey benchmarks landing on the holidays. Is it a sign that I'll make it this time? Off to a friends to watch a movie!
Checking in I would be a grey wizard now if I didn't had that triple-relapse a month ago and that double-relapse two weeks ago
Cheer up brother ! It is time for hope and to be joyous! It's Christmas day today! '...and the Word was made flesh , and dwelt among us, full of grace and truth.'
39-Elf Nice family time, chillin’ and taking care of myself and others-also after my drunkenness from two days ago I’ve decided that I will move NoAlcohol challenge on top so that it will be a little more important compared to the rest side quests. Yesterday results: —Side Quests— NoAlcohol - Check Workout - Check ColdShower - Check HealthyDiet - Check Learning - Fail SideProject - Fail Gratitude - Check Meditation - Check NoYoutube - Check PhoneLimit - Check —Perfect_Streak:
Yesterday's account. Spent Christmas Eve with (most of) my family at my parents' house yesterday, it was nice. Somehow I feel more positive and hopeful about the upcoming weeks than I've done the last few days. 1. Stay accountable. Done 2. Physical exercise. Not done 3. Qigong or meditation. Not done 4. Eating in moderation. Not done 5. Study about the reboot. Not done 6. Get 8 hours of sleep. Not done Thank you brother <3 Hope you're having a good Christmas day!
Day 306 no PMO. It’s Christmas morning and I’m ready for an awesome day. Yesterday I worked at church for 6.5 hours and it felt good to be putting on a service that will draw people to accepting Jesus as their lord and savior. Merry Christmas everyone!!! Have a great day! “For unto us a child is born!”
Day 15! I'm a hobbit! Merry cristmas to everyone. Yestarday the urges where low, did exercise and took a cold shower. Today is another day and another challenge. Keeping strongh and always thinking: Think in sex just while having sex
Checking in 604 days semen retention Good days after 2 weeks taking dancing classes I met many people, many girls and a girl I like, even do I need to know her more but I feel attracted to her physique and her personality, we've been talking, she is going to travel for holidays so we'll go out on January. Lately it's the only way I like someone if I like both her character and quemistry, physical attraction. Even do I have a big streak I always keep my awareness, penitence, sense restriction and relaxation on check. I've been studying more until late and very early in the morning.
Checking in Fellowship! 410 Free of porn 338 Free of MO. I just wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays, I hope you all have a wonderful Holiday. All the best
40-Elf End of day-surprisingly I was able to avoid any alcohol and overeating-nice and active day. Also finally was able to hit that 40th NoPMO day! —Side Quests— NoAlcohol - Check Workout - Check ColdShower - Check HealthyDiet - Check Learning - Fail SideProject - Fail Gratitude - Check Meditation - Check NoYoutube - Check PhoneLimit - Check —Perfect_Streak: