Day 14 Low urges yestarday, but some I had some problems with my concentration. When I try to matain me focused, it's like the temptation to relapse grow. I think it's just my brain tying to don't feel unconfortable or somthing. Anyway, I know that that will change over the time. I just have to keep trying and working in my concentration. I didn't worked out today (My rest day), I woke up early and cleaned my house Any suggestion to overcome concentration problems? Keep strong my brothers.
Bad news guys. I watched porn on day 14, guess I am on day 0 again. I went further than before and will even go further on this new streak.
Hey! It would be a little hard for me explain in detail because of my poor english but I can tell you that is a fairly new movement from the Catholic church that seeks unity, and tries to really live the Gospel. Here is a video about it and it's faunder, Chiara Lubich.
Day 170 My confidence has returned; this morning I was in charge of organising the setup for a service and despite having fewer team members things seemingly went smoothly, and it has been nice to be back at work after a few weeks off. I expect my improved mood is a result of prayer, but the past few days have given me a great insight into what I really need to sustain myself - most importantly I recognise the gift of my friends around me. No urges today, and I was able to have a good few conversations with other women without lust entering my mind. A small victory, but a large step towards normality, my PMO-brain is losing!
Good night, fellow brothers! It was an amazing weekend. I surely received more then what I gave at this church retreat. I'm feeling fresh to start a new week, even though I'm going to have only a few hours of sleep. God bless you with his mercies!