Day 15 Low-mid urges yestarday and better focus experience. I was in social networks and some sexy images appears, logged out after that. I will not enter to them today. It is the best tactic that I have implemented since now. Worked out, and I took a cold shower too. Keep strong my brothers.
Checking in Fellowship! Sorry for not posting yesterday, very busy day . Feeling a bit tired today and foggy cause my sleep is disrupted due to getting back to work this week, but i will try to fix it tonight, and sleep early. Some urges but i´m managing them the best i can. Have a great day team. Let´s keep going!
Day 5. Despite not having the continuing long streak of no fapping that I expected and hoped to right now, I am encouraged by the fact that this year is almost half over and I have spent so little of it engaged with P or M.
Day 171 Today was peaceful. I arrived at work at 9AM only to be greeted by an unscheduled pastoral meeting; I wasn’t reluctant to take part, but it reminded me that I’m not really ‘off the clock’ when I comes to pastoral conversations - I had a really good chat and recommend NoFap as a means to battle with PMO, I pray that my friend will heal with time. No urges today, although I found my myself in conversation with people I’m attracted to but unable to act upon - not a problem, but still made me aware of the struggle I face with lust.
Day 5 complete. Not a great day, not a terrible day. From the moment I got out of bed I knew it would be a struggle--no matter what I did I could not "wake up." I'm very proud of myself for resisting all the temptations to masturbate, but I peeked at porn several times throughout the day. If this continues tomorrow I'm going to call it a reset. Part of the problem was having a very slow work day. Boredom is my greatest trigger and I don't always know what to do about it. I went running in the late afternoon and I wasn't planning to do anything major, just six miles. When i was halfway through my right calf began hurting quite badly for some reason, so I had to slowly walk three miles back home. It's fine now but I may have to stay away from running for a few days. After dinner I had a very nice meeting with one of the prayer groups where I had the opportunity to offer a short reflection. I enjoyed that and it took my mind off the PMO struggles for a while, but I'm still working through them now. St. Jerome, pray for us!
Day 54 Yesterday I have watched Baki(2021) movie. There are lot of fighting scenes in baki series. I will wait for another Baki movie. this is a short clip about fight scene Baki movie
Day 4 Had a bit more urges today compared to the last few days. Was walking around my home town a little bit and definately felt triggered a bit by some of the girls walking around. I don't like that, esspecially when it comes to real life girls just minding their own business in town. It's weird and I know some of them can sense it and feel creeped out/look down on me. Though I think some like it too. Anyway I've been watching a documentry about pirates, but there was some mild nudity. That really annoyed me, but I guess there really is no avoiding it.
Had a great day yesterday, nothing special, spend the entire day working. Also I'm reading Lord of the Ring before the bed.