Hello friends! I was once a member of this thread but arrogance led me to think that I could do this on my own and I left a year or so ago. Now time has proven that I was wrong and that the only way to destroy this evil ring that consumes our lives is to fight together. In this past year I haven't been able to keep a streak for more that two weeks and most of my streaks haven't even reached the seven day mark. I hope you will forgive my past arrogance and that you will, once again, accept me in this journey towards freedom. That being said, I am currently a Nazgul who has lost all of its humanity except for a little spark that makes me keep fighting. Day 0
Day 496 no PMO. Slept in until 7am this morning which is super late for me! I’ve been having a very hard time sleeping lately so that was a huge relief. Headed to church in a bit. Should be a good day!
Welcome back! While there are times we have no choice but to go at it alone, whenever possible it seems best to seek help. I don't want to imagine where I'd be if I never sought any sort of outside help.
Day 0 ^^ I was again on a Date yesterday (or kinda Date because Im not sure if she just wanna be friends or not, but that would be both okay I dont need to rush into things) it went late again and was great but I forgot to call back in time.... and then Today I relapsed again... Damn I need to call back daily its really important ... Ive reached almost 6 days oO I can do this better - I know it Greets
Checking in Fellowship!! 2 days no PMO. but i did sex yesterday, and i want to start a hardmode streak so i will adjust the counter accordantly. great day yesterday, lot´s of good activities and productivity. unfortunatelly i didn´t stay accountable yesterday which is a sign of slack and overconfidence. this is a red flag for me, so i´m putting all the reboot strategy in place from now on. the reboot is always priority, and i´m not healed yet, close but not there. so i must stay humble and keep following my strategy. I´m preparing the new challenge and it´s looking good. i can advance that it will have a mandatory hardmode period because self-mastery on this domain is so so important. but soon you´ll know, and more Nothing more to add brotherhood. Have a great day and great week ahead!! Awareness moment
28 days Middle urges yestarday, tempted at the middle of the day and in the nigth, exactly when I was on my bed ready to go sleep. I waited until the urges vanished or I fall asleep(whichever comes first). I was prepared to be awake all the nigth but luckly was not the case. Today I din't worked out (my rest day) but I took a cold shower. I will be in my parents house today, so will be a good day. Keep strong my brothers!