Hey Guys.. Myself J..I'm starting my 90 days Journey from tomorrow. Hoping for the best and preparing for the worst.
Since I've been MIA, and reset during that time I'm going to re-enter the challenge today at day zero. Hope to post daily, and be more responsive to other posters. 11/5/22 is 90 days from today; shortly after my favorite holiday Halloween. Two things to look forward to before the holidays I hardly care for and a new year.
25/90 Tomorrow’s finally gonna be a free day from work, although probably not much time for myself. Today was a busy day, but got pretty much everything done that I wanted.
Don't give up brother, just investigate after every relapse what was the mistake from your side that caused the urges to happen and never do them again
Back to Day 0 as I relapsed. I got intimate with my gf this weekend and the chaser effect was too much for me to handle. However, I am not wallowing in guilt and shame. Also, I slowed down significantly on my August Challenge. August Challenge (August 7th) Wake up at 6am or earlier: 5/31 Take a Cold Shower Daily: 5/31 No YouTube: 5/31 No social media (Instagram, Facebook, Tumblr, Reddit e.t.c): 6/31 No using my phone in bed: 0/31 (Failed) Read at least 4 books: Book 1 [12 Week Year: 52.4% complete]; Book 2[15 Invaluable Laws of Growth: 11.7% Complete] Run 50 KM: 8.84 KM(+1.09) Software/Web Development Learning (120 hours in aggregate minimum): 8 hrs 18 mins 3000 pushups: 260 5000 ab crunches (Different Variations): 280 2000 air squats: 120 Complete Workshop at recoverynation.com: Lesson 47 of 73
Day 1-8: I have had a few short streaks on here recently. Since I kept relapsing I decided to not post on here again until I have a decent streak going, so here we are. Let's go
Day 76 Concentration levels def improving, started researching old subjects/hobbies I used to have a passion for before porn took over my brain.