Day 219 Spent the majority of the day travelling so not much to update on. Urges haven’t been a problem but I need to be careful these next few weeks!
Day 102 Amazing. keep it up I think Brother ,you can learn new skills that you don't have congratulations
31 days hardmode. Longest time without an O since my teens. Heavy urges but you give me strength fellowship
Day 3 complete. PMO forces have spotted me! With haste I use the Buckleberry Ferry to cross the Brandywine River. I know what the quest milestone says, but I don't feel that way yet. Urges are still quiet. I'm back home with my family now and they're usually pretty good about unintentionally providing distractions! @PeaceOnEarth108 Great stuff! We're very glad you're here, too. St. James the Greater, pray for us!
Morning of day one. In Buckland, Sting received. Urges are strongest in the morning, but I have not yielded.
60 (28 hard mode) days complete I missed a couple of checkins, but I was with my wife all the time, didn't peek or anything. Our relationship still keeps getting better, she asked me about sex and latter even tried to tease me with naked parts of her body, I looked away. I feel powerful that she has to tease me ant tempt me. Saturday my lower gut and balls felt tense, but it got better. But I still have to be careful because I didn't sleep enough for a couple of nights
59 days, Yesterday I've watched some stupid TV program for a few minutes, and there was some half naked girl, and I couldn't stop watching and I haven't switched the channel, fortunately it was just a few seconds, but it got me triggered, so today I will try to reflect on this, watch my thoughts and don't allow my addicted sub personality to overcome me. Stay strong
Day 22 no PMO. Had a lunch with a large group of people that I’m not super comfortable around and my social anxiety was super triggered. I get so caught up worrying about what new people think of me. No urges to PMO but just not a great day for me.
Checking in Fellowship Friends! 27 Days Free of PMO. Some stress evoked an urge/flashback last night and induced some anxiety but I managed it. I have a headache, (I assume lingering vertigo symptoms /humid weather). Today's plan, meditation, exercise, light reading and work. I will forego the exposure for today, albeit frustrated that I am. Stay Strong!