Yeah! Got really into it when I watched the OG anime, even watched the shitty new second season out of my love for Guts. Him and Doomslayer are some of my favorite characters, and have a lot of parallels in their relentlessness in the face of chaos. Finished 2 focus blocks in the morning. I usually have another dip in energy after the afternoon workout, so I must get straight in the shower on getting home instead of mucking about. Will save the ice baths for after weekend morning jogs when I have less work to do. Procrastinate way too much before getting in.
Translate by Google. Being so selfish and needing to please yourself is also an addiction. I want to get rid of this urge. I want to be able to give myself to my spouse without reservation and wear the white veil at the wedding with a good conscience, because it symbolizes purity. So I don't want to suffer a relapse, at least during the engagement period. Now that's what I have to practice. The head must become stronger than the thoughts that arise. Hard but worth it. Porn has never been a problem for me.
Day 0 I was enjoying too much, i let my guard down and it happened. Lil bit sad n angry at the same time.. But i'm not giving up... Never gonna GIVE UP..!!
Day 18 checking in. Only five days to reach my biggest streak this year. I will dedicate this day to reflect on my goals and the steps I have taken to achieve them. I've been feeling good, I've fended off a couple of attacks, so I want to use these moments of peace to strengthen myself mentally.
Yeah i may know what you r talking about when we stop ejaculation the energy builds up which gets expressed in anger , so much tension in the body and head . many people suggest doing things like exercising or any thing that you can put the energy in i will suggest you try a breathing meditation if you re interested you can look up some and try besides your work and also if you have any creative hobby it will get so much better with the increase of energy Lastly you should separate for good between porn and masturbation i dont suggest you masturbate during recovery cuz it stimulates the pmo habit in the brain but less damage isn't like full damage i hope something helps
Perhaps it is the first effects of the flat line, a sign that you are doing well since it means that your mind is resetting in a positive way. If that is the case, this could appear a couple of times over the next few months, but it never lasts long (it can last from a couple of hours, to a couple of days at most). I congratulate you for your excellent attitude and your decision not to give up no matter what happens. You can do it, you have what it takes to get ahead and win, you have the support of this entire community.
Thanks a lot for your kind words : ) I will keep my guard up for the upcoming challenges. I feel a lot better than I felt this morning after talking to a friend, and the support of this community keeps me going even during the hardest times. I am grateful.
Day 2 Ready to keep leveling up and get more control over my life and body. Gotta keep fighting the good fight