Day 7 checking in. After my relapse a week ago I’ve been pretty focused on what I can learn and how to move forward. Interesting starting this ‘streak’ is much easier than when I first started. I think the 40 days I managed to stay clean have put me a large step forward in my mind. It’s about taking that and carrying it forward. Also started talking therapy with a female counsellor. Really opens you up talking to a woman you don’t know about this problem I have. I think it’s really going to help.
1 day - At Buckland, Bilbo gives you Sting - an Elven short-sword made in Gondolin. It will turn blue when porn forces are around. Quest Item - Sting
11/8 and 11/9 2022 completed day 9- no O day 8 - No M & self stimulation day 3 - No P / Psub / addiction-induced arousal: was somehow able to resist the urge to watch P yesterday despite exhaustion, I am going to replicate this
Day 197 Only 3 days left for 200 Day milestone Brother you have lot of experience in this journey. So you can rebuild your self easily
Checking in Fellowship Friends! 121 Days Free of PMO. Let's do our best today brothers, do what is within our capacity. Stay strong!
6 days. Def had lots of healing. Small pleasures are so much better. Food tastes so good. Reading Lord of the Rings and the magic of it goes so deep. Partially from not pmo I am sure. Even when I was at 41 days I did not feel thus good. I think my trying to control things has gotten much better. Perhaps why I am enjoying things more. Not trying so hard to feel good. Interesting.
4 days I can't do exercise for a few days, I have some heart problems so the doctor ask me to stop my routine for some time, so the work out have to wait some time. I took a cold shower at least. Keep strong my brothers.