27 days Middle urges on midday but staying out from social networks helps to mantain them in a controlated way. I hanged out with some friends, so was fun. Today I still not worked out but I will do it later. Today is christmass eve, will be a family day so will be fun. Keep strong.
Checking in Fellowship Friends! 165 Days Free of PMO Busy day ahead, prep for the holidays. A good kind of busy though. Have already covered quite a bit. There were already a few things that did not go as planned, but these were outside of my control but I still coasted around them. -While we may not be able to control all that happens to us, we can control what happens inside us. -Benjamin Franklin Stay Strong! 165 days - In your ascend you encounter the Captains of the West who declare the return of the King! "Behold! One has come to claim the Kingship again at last!". They placed the Crown of Gondor - a tall, jewelled and winged helm with seven gems of adamant - on your head. The crowning of the High-King inaugurates the Reunited Kingdom of Gondor and Arnor. Quest Item – Crown of Gondor @Paul S. I love the determination in your recent posts brother, keep at it! You are focusing on building the new, which as you said can be quite exhausting. Be proud my friend. @Vicegerent You can stop yourself from getting into the vortex by assessing what lead you down that vortex in the first place. Analyze the day, check to see what stressors arose. By figuring out those triggers you can develop a plan of action against it. @nerdy_owl Well done on unmasking the lie of the urge for what it was. @Last Resort Report Seems like you have a great assessment of what occurred brother, let it give you momentum on this streak.
Day 2 is over. The journey continues. I have been so used to saying one more day. I will allow this addiction to continue for one more day and as a consequence I never get better. Now I want to say give recovery one more day for a better life. Don't let go. On to journeys end
Day 10 Double digits on Christmas Eve! Made a gingerbread house with my nephews. This is only the second time I've met the older one and the first time I've met the younger one. I've always been pretty distant with my family. Turns out my brother was living right near me for the last six months and I didn't even know it. I have been so unhealthy for so long and I really feel I've burnt a lot of bridges, but I guess I just gotta keep getting better and hope I can make amends.
I’ve felt the chaser effect for the entire evening yesterday, after flipty flapping to bing bong. And, this is something peculiar,… whenever I relapse, or in general, look at P-subs, P, such things, the images are sort of engraved in my head for the day and then whenever I close my eyes that day, they come back to haunt me. Literally, they scare me. And they next day, they gradually fade. Anyways,.. I am back on track. @Redemptionisrequired Thank you so much,… it helps to know people out there want to help. I think,… not following my morning routine, due to any reason, is something very off putting for me. And, if I have a bad day,.. or I don’t get a lot of studying done, I am at a weak spot then. You decide to destroy the porn ring! You´re a Hobbit now. You must take the ring to the place where he was made, Mount Doom. You left Hobbiton heading for Bree.
5 days - With rain and fog you enter the old village of Bree and have a lovely Christmas party with the fellowship. Merry Christmas everyone
Thanks for the kind word! It's easy and fun to get determined, but it's difficult and often annoying to do the job. We'll see. Merry Christmas, mate!
Day 242 ---> Another palindrome Merry Christmas brothers, Only six days left for 2023 New year. Let's create some new plans early.
Checking in Fellowship Friends! 166 Days Free of PMO A quick check in today, Merry Christmas my brothers! I hope you all have a wonderful time with your families. And for those of you who don't celebrate, be well and wish you the best all the same! Stay Strong! @Kairose Welcome back brother!
Salutations Fellowship Day 6 It’s Christmas and I hit 6 days! It’s a Christmas miracle Gathering my family today will be amazing I rather to keep myself occupied surrounded by my people. Almost a week! Keep strong brethren
28 days Happy Christmas to everyone! Low urges yesterday, just at nigth a little bit after staying a short time in facebook. Logged out immediately. Family time yestarday so was a good day. Today I still didn't worked out but maybe I'll do it later. Keep strong my brothers.
The chaser effect has stopped chasing me now, for the better. And I feel back on track. I am honestly grateful for this community and for having joined this challenge. For the last two years that I have been trying to reeboot, I’ve done so alone. I didn’t tell anybody,.. at all. I made progress. I had my successes, but I had an unkind approach to deal with failures. That has changed now. Now it’s time to go and solve another problem, figure out another solution,… till freedom is attained. At Buckland, Bilbo gives you Sting - an Elven short-sword made in Gondolin. It will turn blue when porn forces are around. To whom it may concern Have a nice day!
