Day 12 - Wondering if anyone has experienced dizziness from stopping PM? Day three was really bad and I get minor episodes since then. Blood pressure is fine.
Yes! Although I mentioned yesterday that weekends are easy, day 11 is a tough one. I had a lot of fantasies, which I elaborated further in bed but did not M. On the morning I was almost at the edge, after a more or less sleepless night. But… I am still standing.
Still in flatline, meaning no sexual desire. Only upside is that its easy to abstain from porn and masturbation when you don't feel cravings for sexual temptations.
Day 14 and 15 have been successful. Things in my marriage are still a roller coaster but thats what you get when you lie to your wife about this stuff. Now we are in the realm of I’m not doing anything bad but she doesn’t trust me so this has been tough but I know so long as I keep telling the truth and doing the right thing I’ll be doing right by her.
