Day 1. I realized i have no thing such as addiction to fapping. I don't count days since i fapped, i just drop a 0 day whenever i do it and that's it. I feel no shame, no tireness, nothing bad when i do it. I just feel like i could become some sort of superBull if i were not to do it, other than that i'm a perfectly functional man. I suffer from ED, probably due Porn and lack of confidence on myself or the other people. I consider myself personally cured in the matter of PMO, i just do it whenever i feel so horny. I will try to abstain this summer completely from PMO... But taking in consideration it's becouse CHOICE I MADE AT WILL, and as a man, as a person makes sense to accomplish a choice... Since it's a choice one willingly took. Nothing more to add. I'm cured, i will try to cure my ED with this. Im chilling in life. Stay strong. I will abstain from posting everyday since it would GET ME OBSESSED. Just like drug addicts that count days... I have no need to do it and hence i won't do it.
Day 25 finished. Won some more business today and strategizing how to approach the non compete issue with the company that wants to buy us. Feeling much better about all of it either way than I did over the last week or so. Had a super intense workout this afternoon which helped me balance everything as well. Hope everyone out there is doing what they can to improve themselves a little bit each day. Good luck friends!
Day 10 and 11 I have been having sex with my gf, I am starting to really look forward for this moment, as I now see it as a moment to share real intimacy with another human, a person you love. I am not obsessed anymore with orgasm, I can be having intimacy with her yet without any real need to reach orgasm, that is not the real point. We are making love, that is what really matter, the orgasm can be a nice touch at the end. I felt really excited after one session of intense touching, I told her, we had to leave home but I never felt the need to touch myself just to relieve that “pressure “. I am feeling better and better as I progress into this adventure.
Day 27 completed. Very busy day. Went to church then the grocery store and then spent a few hours working on seeding my back yard area that we graded recently. We had some close friends over for a while and then I mowed the lawn. Wrapped it all up with watching some fireworks from up the road. Safe to say I am spent. Hope everyone else has a good days and is still in this fight!
