2/7 3/7 The last two days were quite easy. Because I had little to no privacy. Today and tomorrow will be more dangerous. I have to stay alert.
6 days left to go! Today was just another normal Sunday. Nothing much happened except I got scolded by my parents about my looks. Well, what they said was true and I know they did that because they wanted me to look good in front of people. However, it really made me sad. I don't know whether I just can't accept criticisms or the fact that criticisms from my close ones are more hurtful. Moving on, I really forgot to make my bed today because my brother isn't a morning person like me. So, there's a difference in waking time (I share my bed with him). I did maintain my reading and other habits. One thing that's worth mentioning is somehow my mood dropped in the noon. A temporary withdrawal? Probably. To conclude, today was not really a wonderful day. I'll rate it 5/10. Even so, I'm still grateful for the fact that I lived another day without PMO. I'm happy that I smiled again when I was writing this. OKAY. Tomorrow is a new day. New set of challenges. Gotta be prepared. See you lot tomorrow!
5 days left to go! Today wasn't very exciting. Why? First of all, SOMEONE SPILLED WATER ON MY BOOK. I tried to take care of it so it would stay in its beautiful condition. Well, I guess God has some other plan. Second, my school celebrated Christmas and we did eat together as a class. Basically, each student will bring a dish and we will eat it together. One thing that is kind of weird and perhaps concerning was the fact that I didn't feel full at all when my friends were all bloating. I don't know if I have a large tank or I was stress eating or I have a problem in my digestive system. I guess it doesn't matter that much (hopefully). Lastly, I didn't finish my 10 minute run in the afternoon because my lungs decided to give me a hard time. That's kind of a bummer because I wanted to experience that feeling of achievement when I reached my goal. But, you know, it's better to be cautious than being the so-called disciplined dude but your health is deteriorating. In conclusion, today was an ok day. 7/10. I didn't feel down or anything except for the fact I haven't moved on from my ex and I still hate her being around. The urges only poked around when I wanted to go to bed. All I need to be cautious this time around is the sudden urge to O when I'm half asleep. Anyway, I'm still grateful for today and I can't wait to live again tomorrow. I'm happy that life without PMO is wonderful.
