Omg you're 13 y.o Great to see people tackling this shit from very early I'm rooting for you bro keep going
Lust has to have nothing to do with conception of the children. It is modern crazy world which is all after chasing carnal pleasures and glorifying animals, yeah even look here people taking animal avatars so often... The difference between us and animals is that we have mind and speech, we can pray and plan, we know what we want to do before we do it. How many children are being conceived in intention to have the desired child and in darkness without looking at the body of the partner? I think amount is so thin that it is not worth mentioning. Absolute majority of children are being conceived in lust and pure animal passion, so why wonder when children behave like little animals and this zoo is being taken for normal healthy behaviour???
12/90. Been having .. thoughts. This is the time when decisions must be made. The battle is won or lost here. Doing what I can to block any fantasizing, and keep busy with positive tasks.
Two days and 8 hours. I had to work until very late (after midnight). I know this very moment (relieved from a tough task) is a very dangerous time. Save me for just a further 24 hours. I need to reach three days.
