THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

It gives me hope to read this. Many of us here are fighting this monster for years.
Maybe in the same way that it took years to build and develop this addiction, it will take a long time to reverse.
A little bit at a time.

I am feeling hopeful even though my streak is not that big.
I have noticed a calmness inside me. I can feel urges that want to take me away from calmness.
But somehow I feel my ability to notice them and say no to them has increased.
I am more focused on my goals and have a clearer idea of what I want to do in the coming couple years.
That gives me a counterweight lets say to ignore activities that don't serve me well.

 

Day 41 brothers

Keep going. Train everyday

 

Day 40 checking in

 

Checking in!

 

Day 88!

 

Day 0. It’s time to start again!

 

I jinxed it, just when I was saying I am doing better.
Starting again today, day 0. Have to be clean today to go to day 1.

Yesterday at night I clicked on one of these silly youtube ads for games. I played for around 40 mins.
The game used the familiar dopamine tricks to get you hooked. Not good.
After I was done it was late at night and I was disappointed with my productivity for the day.
I got urges and peeked and that's when it all went downhill.

Takeaways.
As usual, don't stay late at night on the computer.
Stay away from activities that play this addictive dopamine game. Be it youtube, games, PMO, whatever.
Be kind to myself. I have been sick for 3 days in a row. It is expected that my productivity will take a hit.
Things will be done when things will be done. It is not worth beating myself over it.

 

Day 106!
@dragon @Against_the_demon_in_myself Never Give up brothers!

 

Day 42 brothers

Dont give up, we will win!

 

Fallen down after 26 days Time to start over from day 0

 

Day 89!

 

keep going, the fight is only over when you give up. Not all days are lost, some of the recovery remains, just get back on the wagon as quickly as you can.

 

Never Give up brother! Good Luck!

 

Day 107

 

Checking in!

 

Day 43 brothers

 

Day 1 completed.

 

Day 90!

 

Day 0