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Day 4

Thought of the Day:
"WE gain the strength of the temptation WE resist."

 

Day 48 brothers

 

day 112

Let's Go!

 

Day 5

Thought of the Day:
"It matters not what someone is BORN, but what they GROW to be."

 

Day 95!

 

Day 428

Sometimes still thoughts creeping into my brain. Not about watching porn but still wondering if I could find a perfect escort and have hours of pleasurable sex with her. Just as always let the thoughts come and go and move on. I've stopped dating both women I've dated last 2 weeks: one was a party girl who likes drinking, a bit of smoking and sometimes uses drugs (as a +34 year woman... really?). The other one was better in that regard but was turning 41 and I did not find her attractive and lives +100 km away.

So, on the bright side: I got approached by a recruiter via LinkedIn from Switserland. He offered me a position that has almost a perfect match with my profile. He gave me some rough indications about salary and I would be more than doubling my net salary I'm currently earning. And Switserland is a beautiful country regarding nature and standard of living is (one of the) highest in Europe. I think it's a sign for me to move on with my life and embrace this adventure. Perhaps it is not meant to be for me to settle in this country where I was born and grew up... perhaps me not being able to find a woman and start a family was just not meant to be.... I don't know, not that philosophical but I do get enthusiastic about this idea.

Had my first interview with the recruiter by phone, he's now going to represent me at the firm and then probably will go for a second interview with them. So exciting times everyone!

 

Lots of progress and good stuff going on!
Happy to see that, keep going guys!

 

Checking in!

 

Day 113!

 

Day 7.
Keep going, we can do this!

 

Day 6

Thought of the day:
"The only way OUT, is THROUGH"

 

Day 96!

 

Checking in!

 

Day 7

Thought of the day:
"Be STRONGER than your excuse."

 

Day 97!

 

Day 8
We can do this!

 

Day 115!

 

Day 0.
I had a shit day. A lot of people got fired from my job last week.
I wasn't but my best buddies were and I am now left with people I don't respect one bit.
I have been wanting to leave this job for a year but now it is finally time.
I don't want to work with these people. I am stressed and I don't sleep well.

Yesterday I slept 2 hours and I failed at 5 in the morning. And failed again today.
I'll quit in a few days. I am putting a plan together to transition to another job.
I'll do my best to put myself together and get through this gracefully.
PMO has no part in this and I will not allow it to return to full force.
I will keep fighting. No surrender.