THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 69 brothers

 

Day 133!

 

Day 26!

 

Almost 450 days!

What can I say? I somehow still feel progress in healing: better able to discipline myself when an urge comes up. Usually during high stress moments. For instance I got an assessment sent to me for a job opportunity in a different country. This job would more than double my salary and would potentially be an interesting adventure. However this assessment is quite challenging and requires quite some time and energy to complete. I was hoping to do it in a few hours but Monday I noticed it was going to take me a while and I started to stress out. As a consquence I was seriously contemplating on "Finding that really perfect escort and have great sex". In the end I just MO-ed and went on with my life. And quite quickly realized it's not even close to reality.

No, I want a real woman that wants sex with me FOR ME and not because I give her money. I want to only be rewarded by sex by having the courage and skills to court a woman and build up a good bond with her and as a consequence of that have sex with her.

I will not go for less than that.

 

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Checking in! Stay strong brothers .

 

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Day 15

Upgrading to Elite Warrior!

 

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Checking in!

 

Day 16

 

27/30
February almost done

 

The obstacle is the way fellas. Ever since I listened to that hack book and really made a clear, firm commitment to myself. It’s as if the spell was broken! Yippeeeee I’m a non-user echoes in my head anytime the concept of this stuff even comes up at all. Compulsive urge levels at a consistent 0 on the 10 scale. Starting to notice my awareness of attraction to women coming back online followed by a confidence to approach and introduce myself. Yippeeeeeee I am a non-user!!! the obstacle is the way!!
Looking forward to that Elite warrior upgrade tomorrow!

(悟) Low-Class Warrior
▬ Training in the ► SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE ◄

 

Day 73 brothers

 

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