TheLoneWolf88
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TheLoneWolf88

Fapstronaut, Male, 35

I'm only a man with a candle to guide me / I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me May 8, 2024 at 9:10 PM

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    1. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Had my first erotic dream last night after 3 weeks. I believe it was about losing my virginity, yet I still couldn't get hard lol
    2. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I'm at the point where P doesn't really disgust me, it's just I have no interest in it anymore
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      2. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        Lol I wasted my late teens and all of my 20s to PMO
        May 20, 2023
      3. sohardrn
        sohardrn
        You didn’t do just that. You also went to college, got a job, progressed your career. And before the end of your 20s you began fighting this addiction. You’ve made progress since then.
        May 20, 2023
      4. sohardrn
        sohardrn
        Stop feeling sorry for yourself.
        May 20, 2023
    3. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Closing in on 3 weeks. I'm surprised how easy it's going right now
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    4. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      2 weeks done
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    5. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I can't run with this weight on my back / I can't see cause I'm focused on the past
    6. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart / Knowing I could've changed it all from the start / Fighting myself, I always lose
    7. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I find enjoyment finding new songs that explains my life. Right now it's Linkin Park - Fighting Myself
    8. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Never thought I'd have to deal with waves of loneliness when I'm a week and a half into no PMO
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    9. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Tomorrow morning is usually the time I get a wet dream. Day 8, it's like clockwork. Hopefully that won't be the case
    10. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      One full week without PMO. Can I last this whole month?
    11. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Ooooh fuck, I almost slipped up. Not today, Satan
    12. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Life's going good so far. Almost a week in rn with zero interest in fapping, and getting a newer car delivered next weekend
    13. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Thankfully, I'm at the point now where PMO doesn't interest me anymore. I get brief thoughts, but they disappear quickly
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      3. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        @roofs I've been a part of this community since 2017. PMO had such a death grip on me, I couldn't stay away for more than a week. Now each fap session makes me feel horrible about myself and started to give me incel thoughts. Plus, I beat into my head that I've lost nearly 2 decades of my life to this
        May 5, 2023
      4. roofs
        roofs
        It's hard not to constantly think that you've just "lost" a lot of time. I've been on here for quite some time now, too. It sucks a lot, I'll give you that.

        I do think this struggle is not for nothing though. I think it showed me that anyone can fall for an addiction and then has to fight to regain control, so at least it fuels empathy within me.
        May 6, 2023
      5. roofs
        roofs
        Still, glad to hear that you've obviously made great progress right now, keep it up!
        May 6, 2023
    14. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I know I've said this before, but new month tomorrow and I'm starting fresh
    15. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Since I'm slipping, I'll start imagining the heartache and jealousy I feel after a fap session to keep me away
      1. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        Honestly I should film myself at my worst point and play it back when times get rough
        Apr 28, 2023
    16. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      And I hate that I am just a hypocrite / And I hate that I've become what I regret
    17. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I made it a little over a week this time. I'm stunned. I don't want to jinx myself, but I think it's finally tapering off
    18. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Almost 2 decades! Almost 2 decades I've wasted my life to PMO. This shit has to stop
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    19. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I know that I got myself into this mess, but I always wish people can see it in my eyes that I need serious help
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    20. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Here goes my whiny phase again -_-
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      2. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        Apr 16, 2023
      3. AModernMiroku
        AModernMiroku
        @TheLoneWolf88 I am sorry to hear that...well, if you ever need an ear, I can try to listen as I might! I can be busy--but I certainly try to help when I can.
        Apr 17, 2023
      4. Roady
        Roady
        Find a way to process the underlaying pain, fears, loneliness etc. Talk to a professional to help you with that.
        Apr 20, 2023
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