screwed up a 60-days-streak 2x times in a row now. trying for 4 years, cant beat magical 60 days so far... TRYING AGAIN for the 90!
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new year 2024: so far pmo-free, made a vow to god to never do it again as long as i live, with trust in god i will make it!wet dream and a real sexual encounter made me change my streak to only: No Porn, Masturbation, 39 days so farmultiple relapses again, every 3/4 weeks, thought about giving up but no way, 17 days so far, yesterday huge urges, fought them succesfully17 days after last relapse.. i belive my pmo-habit was just secondary a lack of women but primarily a lack of men-friends / social tribe...working on getting rid of beeing a thirsty beta male with women and seeking their attention, focusing on purpose and gym, but also datingtwo months of succesfull nofap hard mode followed by 2 months of relapses... OCD beeing the main contributor... now better, 11 days so far60 days no pmo (hard mode) dont know if i should hook up with women until 90 days... this is my so far longest real hard-mode-streak....one of my favourite youtube-mentors talking about "nofap god mode" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-bXNPOEI2Eat a rehabilitation clinic, feel very good now, though its hard going through OCD and PMO urges but not giving in, 33 days for nowhello sorry if im wrong here but can some moderator help me coz my badge deissapeared? thxfeeling very good, confident, women as dating prospects, but relapsed multiple times this week... dont know whats up...last storm i hoperelapsed by checking if im straight because of hocd... now im sure i am, hope it was the last time... new hopefully lifelong streak aheadmerry xmas nofap community
and thx for beeing part of my journeyhello has anyone pornblockers FOR FREE for smartphone and pc?. need asap... thx.. ill research also... the ones for now alsways have feesday 20 huge urges (stress yesterday and urges reach still today) trying only to meditate.. when resisting them i start crying..lockdown now (for me great to no pmo) new streak now, 14 days in (not even looked at pictures a second - should remain so the whole streak)still relapsing on a monthly basis. hope finally i can make real 90days no-p/no-m/no-o. still having old mind habits but far better nowdancin with girls at a club instead of pmo
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