AspiringProgrammer

AspiringProgrammer
Still relapsing a lot. Losing hope to be honest...

Jan 15, 2024
AspiringProgrammer
No more lying. Failed today again too. Day 0.

Nov 24, 2023
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2. Don80
  Everybody fails but we get up.
  
  Nov 24, 2023
  
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AspiringProgrammer
Failed today.. Day 0.

Nov 23, 2023
AspiringProgrammer
Day 3 went well.

Nov 12, 2023
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2. SilentWolfSong
  Are you a programmer now or still aspiring?
  
  Nov 12, 2023
3. AspiringProgrammer
  I am in the process of becoming one. Majoring in Softwaredevelopment
  
  Nov 23, 2023
  
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AspiringProgrammer
Day1

Nov 10, 2023
AspiringProgrammer
Day 2. No urges yesterday. I am feeling good about this.

Feb 6, 2023
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AspiringProgrammer
Day 1. A new start.

Feb 5, 2023
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AspiringProgrammer
I want to stop watching porn from the bottom of my soul.

Jun 8, 2022
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2. Roady
  What holds you from stopping it for good?
  
  Jun 9, 2022
AspiringProgrammer
I don't want to consume anymore. I want to create things. I want to be a producer, a provider someone who gives more than he takes.

Jan 24, 2022
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AspiringProgrammer
Looking for an AP

Nov 28, 2021
necroxslave
TATAKAE!!!!!

Aug 25, 2021
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AspiringProgrammer
Day 1 again. Having a hard time not hating myself.

Aug 25, 2021
1. Rising Sun !!, tiger-uppercut! and Mr. Stark like this.
2. RL1X
  it happens, the feeling of emptiness never leaves
  
  Aug 25, 2021
  
  ResoluteRebel, Rising Sun !!, tiger-uppercut! and 2 others like this.
3. tiger-uppercut!
  I get it…trust me.
  
  But no worries. Every day is day 1. One at a time, my man.
  
  Aug 25, 2021
  
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AspiringProgrammer
Crazy urges but I am going to fight. For real. This time, and every time that's coming after that. I don't need porn in my life. It

Jul 26, 2021
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2. AspiringProgrammer
  is just a clutch. An easy way to numb temporary suffering. However, I want to start suffering again. I want to feel my hunger again. I want to be hungry. I need to be hungry.
  
  Jul 26, 2021
  
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3. Deleted Account
  I wish you the best on your journey.
  Looks like you re ready to fight this demonic addiction my friend
  
  Jul 26, 2021
AspiringProgrammer
Day 1 again...

Jul 24, 2021
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2. Atticus
  Good, better than giving up. Keep on the path, friend. :)
  
  Jul 24, 2021
  
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3. AspiringProgrammer
  yes mate, I will not give up!
  
  Jul 26, 2021
  
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AspiringProgrammer
Day 1 once again. I am not going back to this anymore. I need to stop this. Now.

May 22, 2021
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AspiringProgrammer
Just relapsed.... feeling absolutely disgusted.

Apr 26, 2021
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2. Dares Greeneye
  You'll get back on track again, you can do it. I'd go as far as saying that it's good you're disgusted, because it means that you are really aware of how much of filth is in it. Next time you'll be feeling like relapsing, just come back here and read this status you wrote. Use this disgust to your advantage.
  
  Apr 26, 2021
AspiringProgrammer
Day 1 today. I am no longer willing to hate myself or to be disgusted of myself. I will become who I ought to be.

Apr 20, 2021
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AspiringProgrammer
I will never yield to this disgusting addiction. I choose my way. I choose my destiny. I will not allow my present to dictate my future

Mar 24, 2021

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