I had been carrying on, but yesterday had a setback. I was at 6 days 19 hours. Starting new with higher hope. Today's Day 1.
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Day 0: Evolving learning growing maturing. I am Iron man. I have iron will.
Mr Stark i feel so good
I am an extra-ordinary person. I am an amazing person.
Back after 2 months or so.
I could manage to leave it for 11 days. But then on 12th day, fell for psubs and then complete relapse for 2 days back to back.
Have been away for sometime. Have been struggling. I am completely effed up. I know its not right but here again, another relapse. Day 0.
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Thanks for all the like buddy!! I know it seems impossible right now but you will come out on top! I've been there!
Feeling very low and depressed. Nothing feels right. Brain just wants that fix again. Nothing feels good again. Crippling anxiety. Afraid.
Had been abstaining since morning. Found some P in the recycle bin. Tried to avoid. But started it. And a full blown reset. Days 0 again.
Feel worried but I shouldn't. I should stay courageous. Feel like the MO might have again activated the P addiction neural pathways. (๑•﹏•)
I am not feeling very good now. I wish I had reached out here when I was feeling it and prevented myself from MO. Feeling tired and not like
7 Days 8 Hours in: I did not give into p. I consciously did not want to. But I gave into MO. Will try & give that up also.
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Whatsup?
Excerpt from book YBOP: Common withdrawal symptoms include: irritability, anxiety or even panic, unaccustomed tears,
Excerpt of a rebooter from book YBOP: You won’t be able to do it. Or, at least, that’s what you’re going to think every single day,
Because none of the tasks or productive work can give my neural pathways the fix they have been used to, so they won't give me the dopamine
The urges make me feel like nothing is good, nothing was good & nothing could ever be good. They force me to stay unproductive all the time. -
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