Khufu

then i started looking provocative images, i ended up PMO'ing my body was acting wierd like it wanted to hump the laptop,oh my ,why must i act this way,im not in mood for school work now,geez

It's alright man, you got this

I find the same as well.. to an extent.
Idk about you, but before I knew porn was bad, I'd openly say I watched it to girls as a joke and say if they wanted to watch it with me and boom! I was in if they said yeah. I look back now and shake my head in embarrassment and cringe. Yuck

i look back to my past i frown upon myself, i learnt ,in order to stop the frowning,then less looking back an more moving forward,

its when i go out for other reasons is when i start to feel lonely, but i cant stay home like a poisoner, that is so unhealthy.

Nature is awesome

hwo do i stop pron

good news there is no pron in nature

going dairy free is part of the mission of being the best man i can be, with all those growth hormones injected in cows i know its in the dairy too, i wonder if those hormones increases estrogen in males

a person who doesn't give up a person who keeps getting up, those r the opponents everyone an everything avoids,thats how winning is done

i do keep an agenda book on my table to write down when i pmo or edge, staying focused, good studies,good rest, catch up on some reads i been neglecting

im leasure reading , love crafts works, a novel of fairyland, and my friend wants me to read her fav book,so i well get that off her as well i suppose,busy night reading with limited internet acess

If u have good day than be prepared for a bad day.

even if i attemted ,id be nervous,what if i go soft, blah

Yes, true.

there has been no other date,when well i dte again ,idk, maybe in a couple 100 years if im lucky

:0 wow! Really happy for you
I hope this job is better for you

thanks sheeps, i just need a heathier working envoroment

i feel more relaxed these days hows yours going

Doing good for the past couple weeks :)

:)

Keep going.

thanks captain planet