mental state

I'm not sure how else to describe this. After being addicted to PMO for many years , I find myself entering this odd mental state where my body is completely relaxed, I'm not looking at or thinking about anything erotic and I don't have any urges to PMO. My subconscious is really confused...

Hi guys, i want to share some ideas with you and want to hear your opinion. But first let me tell you about my situation. I try to beat the addiction for a couple of years now. Because of my lack of motivation and the missing of selfcontroll I only started a couple of streaks, which were very...