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Do you have what it takes to become a Strong Shinobi?

  1. I...i will try. *shy*

    31 vote(s)
  2. Yes, i WILL become a Strong Shinobi! *Determinated*

    239 vote(s)
  3. Tsk... I will become even more than a Shinobi, i will be stronger than a GOD! *Evil Laugh*

    124 vote(s)
  4. No... *cries* i can't even get past the academy. ;(

    13 vote(s)
  1. stayindulged/withGOD

    stayindulged/withGOD Fapstronaut

    Are you just counting to count or do you genuinely believe you have an addiction still?
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  2. stayindulged/withGOD

    stayindulged/withGOD Fapstronaut

    Y do you still keep track of your days. Haven’t you healed yourself of your addiction
  3. modern milarepa

    modern milarepa Fapstronaut

    It's fun, I like to be around my boys @Chevu Chelios and @iamking7777

    At least for now I still like keeping track
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  4. iamking7777

    iamking7777 Fapstronaut

    You are nice company as well, brother! You are motivating me through this journey.
  5. I don`t believe I ever had a porn addiction - till 21-22, I was like other guys, jerking off once a day and trying to stop, but then I started to take it more serious and once I really decided to stop, I succeeded in doing a one year full abstain from porn, and since than I had couple of good relapses - good in meaning I learned a lot from them, my last streak of 250 days was fucked by two things - smartphone and stopping counting days. When I reached 250 days, it felt like a goal is achieved, and that is the worse thing you can convince yourself in, because we are all evolving day by day, there is no such thing as achieving goals. So I still count days because it helps my psyche, and it`s a good thing to see how far I have come with my progress. But in the end of the day, it`s just numbers, it`s not important, my thinking and actions are more important to me than some number mark.
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  6. Gandalf_the_White

    Gandalf_the_White Fapstronaut

  7. modern milarepa

    modern milarepa Fapstronaut

    Most people live in the modern world and smartphone technology is essential to function to work.

    So it's an unrealistic expectation to live without such devices. It's also simply a phone one needs to develop an understanding in their mind that PMO is unhealthy that way triggers stop from existing nothing triggers you. You are free among temptation.

    Otherwise how truly pure you are, the next time you come across a computer or a phone you relapse.

    It's not the outside world the problem the problem is your mind and how you react to the world. It's not porn, ig, yt, it's you, it has always been you.
  8. modern milarepa

    modern milarepa Fapstronaut

  9. iamking7777

    iamking7777 Fapstronaut

    Day 0 - Sorry to disappoint again, guys! I relapsed, I'm not giving up tho. We will keep fighting this battle!

    What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

    I need to get my mind right.
  10. One day at a time brother.
    Day 1

    I went for a walk yesterday to put in the ground work for an effective coping skill. Walking is on the list of coping skills I made last week, it is not a skill I have been using frequently. I have a history of running/walking often in years prior. I am not in bad shape today, I am however not as cardio oriented as I have been in the past.
    I believe the fresh air and the time away from my home will help me curb the urge to relapse while improving my overall well being.

    I think I should spend some time cleaning my place today. The experience will be cathartic and fulfilling, when I am stressed clutter and dirtiness cause additional stress as my mind throws a tantrum. I have a solid chunk a bacon grease around my stovetop from the bacon I have been cooking up over the weekends and although I have wiped down the surfaces to avoid excess buildup and accidental fire a thorough scrubbing is still needed.
    Ha, no way.

    1 in a 1,000,000 and 10,000,000 might be more realistic.

    The instinct to indulge in hedonistic behavior (sex, drugs, and luxury), believe in stupid shit, and conform is massively augmented by the easily accessible nature of social media and the internet.

    1 in a 1,000 maybe if those who have never fallen into the habit are included, overcoming any addiction is not an simple task.
    It's easy to keep hands clean if they never get dirty.

    I hate looking at the default avatars. If anyone wants an avatar please message me immediately with details of a request and I will throw something together for you as soon as I can.
    Last edited: Dec 12, 2021
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  11. I completely agree with you, smartphone today is a must for work if you live in the system, but if you live in a village and have your own food, you don`t need any technology. I also agree that you can have social networks and not slip, but let`s be real - those people are phenomenons like you( one guy in 1000), others will not resist the temptations of instagram pics/videos or whatever else. In my opinion, the best solution is to use smartphone/computer ONLY for work and maybe some educational program, books and movies, and to minimize the use to 1-2 hours a day max.
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  12. modern milarepa

    modern milarepa Fapstronaut

    I remember I used to critized my father when I was little of why he dated girls or was in relationship with girls or other people.

    The thing is if you are not ready if you don't test your self with others or technology, civilization and instead you go to a mountain and retreat from the world that could hide your ego. People, devices, ig, yt they all act as a mirror of who you truly are.

    If you don't test yourself, you'll never know how evolved you really are.

    One needs to reach the point of being unaffected by technology, women, civilizations and even use it to your favor.

    Do it little by little and develop strength carefully. Also there's a point that it's all you, never blame the outside world.

    Like the saying goes it's something like: " I saw the world as a difficult place to walk so I put leather in all the earth to walk more easily, but then I realiced I better just put some leather shoes myself"
  13. modern milarepa

    modern milarepa Fapstronaut

    Like for example I found an ex yesterday and we went to a motel she was naked and smoke some weed I saw her so gone by drugs that I simply put my clothes back and left her there.

    Right now a girl I dated a month ago texted me she told me she needs her contraceptive injection tomorrow I put the injection myself one month ago. That is almost she telling me she wants to have sex.

    But I don't like her personality, she has bad temper so I simply told her to go and buy the injection. So I rejected sex 2 days in a row.

    Right now I have nobody to have sex with, but I have dealt with pleasure, women so much that I know there's much more than basic pleasure and it's not really that great if done with the wrong person.

    If I never put myself out there, dealing with girls. I'm not sure if I could have developed the strenght and understanding to manage these two situations.
  14. Vinaykr15

    Vinaykr15 Fapstronaut

    Day 1: Sorry for the late post, I got lost on the road. hehehehhe
    I was travelling yesterday so haven't published the post. I actually this day particularly as to break my chain. Now, this day is over.
    I did a great thing which likes to share: I am at my lowest self-confidence and worst at relationships, where we are falling apart due to parents and career. But the most change that is required is me- This post is a reminder to myself why I am doing this? TO BE A BETTER THAN YOURSELF. BE HER MR. PERFECT.
    My anxiety overthinking. impatience, anger and sadness all of the pain are in the brain.
    Control your brain and you will control everything.
    Time to break the GENJUSTSU and become the master.
  15. I know what you are saying, you missed my point, or I didn`t wrote it good enough myself - I am not some guy who hates the society and everything around me, just the opposite - I enjoy every second in this world, just I think that modern way of living is wrong by all standards, and that is the fact- all the agendas and brain washing, people becoming more and more drawn to material instead of having a good time with other people and working on themselves. Of course isolating and going to some mountain is a radical solution and way of escapism from problems of this world, but staying in big cities and seeing people more and more spiritually degrading is as bad. Now I think of course the best solution is to keep working on yourself, becoming purer every day and try to help other people in every way, but in the end you won`t be able to change the society, you will only end up exhausting yourself while people around you are still egoistic and only care about themselves, their money, cars, houses etc...But of course there is a balance in this universe(at least I like to think so)and there will always be kind, innocent people. As for myself, I am pretty unaffected by everything, I really don`t have any needs, I just want to be happy and enjoy myself while I am in this world, and as far as the girls go, I know nothing about them, I feel like I am born to be eunuch or ascet of some kind, and the best thing is that I am not obsessed by fact that I am still a virgin, because I will probably stay that way till death :)
  16. And of course I forgot - the faith in God and the eternal life is what keeps me strong, I believe our time on this planet as human beings is simply the test, to see what kind of potential our souls have, and toward what goals are we working on. Simply put, if the man lives by moral codes, don`t sin and work on himself, he do not need to worry about anything, and that is the part I still didn`t quite accomplished - to stop looking and think about the bad in society today, and just to let go, live my life and be calm, thinking about bad stuff won`t bring me any positive energy...
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  17. modern milarepa

    modern milarepa Fapstronaut

    And what are you doing with your life after graduation? Are you going to work, move to a forest?

    @Chevu Chelios
  18. Vinaykr15

    Vinaykr15 Fapstronaut

    Day 2: Failed
    Posting this after going back to screen and jerking off. Yesterday night all hyped and no action. spent 2 hr looking for porn and jerk off. The effect continue till morning: took bath try to study but end up masturbating and searching the porn and watching the thumbnails. Fucking shit.
    This is exactly what my inner feeling.
    No good for your own words.
    what I am doing with myself.
    How to forgive yourself when so many times u failed. A disappointment to urself.
    Why I feel to masturbate watch porn. More why I like it watching but regret it because this is not what I want.
    I want real Me. This all is an illusion.
    Bye everyone. will post the update.
  19. modern milarepa

    modern milarepa Fapstronaut

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