The time now is 11.41 pm, Thursday, October 13th. Keeping myself busy. Reminding myself of what I want and what I need to achieve help, my "heaven". Reminding myself of the pain I had caused, my "hell", and the fear of breaking up my family helps to humble my pride. Day 12 and 13 of 30 complete. Current streak of 19 days since September 25th, Hardmode PMO.
The time now is 10.33 pm, Saturday, October 15th. Depriving my eyes of the sight of other women is challenging. But what I'm able to do most of the time is to shorten the first glance and hold back the temptation of a second one. What's important to me is that my eyes are only for my wife. Because of this, I've begun to notice that when I do have to look at a trainer or lecturer, my mind holds back the perverseness. Sometimes it fails but most of the time, I'm shocked and glad that it doesn't. Day 14 and 15 of 30 complete. HALFWAY THERE.
The time now is 2.23am, October 17, Monday. So far so good. My wife has been telling me that I'm more masculine in bed. Day 16 of 30 complete, currently 22 days streak on Hardmode PMO.
Day 1/30, 2/30, 3/30 Day 3 completed Into day 4 of this new streak. Need to persevere despite sporadic urges to act out.