Day 3 is here.. It feels good to think that u are recovering... But its a long way to go... I had no serious emotions but the thought of my classmate is trying to divert me.. However I am still there
Day 22. Some urges yesterday, but they weren't too strong, but I know I have to be careful now, because in the past I would think too easily about it after a few weeks and that was when I would slip up.
Day 17/30 done. Got some potentially devastating news yesterday. Hoping things turn out ok, but also praying that this, combined with stress, doesn't knock me off course with PMO. Come hell or high water, I need to see this challenge through.
25/30 days!... Heh, a while ago, I wouldn't have fathom that I would make it this far, especially as undisciplined and sometimes unmotivated as I can be.. But, I did.. I keep pressin on, even when sometimes I just wanna have that quick feelin of relief, or to see somethin explicit on whatever screen I happen to be lookin at.. Only thing is I still need to approve on what I look at.. Sometimes I indulge in temporary satisfaction of seein somethin sexy. I rely too much on the fact that I'm dedicated to postin on here.. I need to help myself more by clearin my mind or (not voluntarily pollutin it) of things I shouldn't.. Sorry this is a lengthy check in for somethin that's not a journal.. LOL.. But I'm still goin strong NF!.. Hope you guys are also stayin strong.
Day 4/30 Spoiler: Possible Trigger Yeah she is definitely going to be my first! We are spending two days together next weekend! She has promised to teach me everything so I'm over the moon at this point! I have to stop looking at her Instagram pictures cause I feel like I will relapse right now. It's just, she feels the same way about me! I want to be with her so bad! Things are going well for me right now! I Still have to guard my heart but I'm hopeful! I hope you all are doing all right.
