2 wk 1 day. I feel the earge to PMO a lot today. I can feel my brain plotting to derail my strategy for the weekend, I must be vigilant. I can not be left alone this weekend or I will leave myself open to relapse.
0/10 days I want to give myself a reward on the tenth day. Can somebody give me some good reward name? Hot choco or..........
40 Days I made some pornographic dreams last night. Danger has always been with me. I must be vigilant at all times. I had been addicted to pornography for too long, nearly 20 years. It's buried deep in my brain. Take care of children, exercise, do housework, start a day's life. Yes, it's morning in China. Bless you all
Day 3 - Survived yesterday by the skin of my teeth..he he...The urges were strong throughout, but through meditation, deep breathing, prayer, reading the bible and personal development reading, I was able to remain clean. I am happy this morning.