Day 2 with all this mess with school it bums ya down. My day schedule has been ruined and how this just work is messy but I just have to stay in control.
Okay, let's do this! On day 90 today, checking in. I might not check in consistently but I will from time to time.
95 days, the storm of these past few weeks of temptation are gone and now Nofap is flowing so easy but I know it's temporary so I keep myself on edge. I've been dating 2 girls one after another from february to mid march when the quarantine had started. Both are very attractive but don't have the values or the personnality that match what I want in a women that i want as a wife. I'm happy that I restrained myself because I could have gone further and sleep with them but I didn't knowing that we wouldn't go far if we were into a relationship. Back then, when I dated girls that were attractive, I couldn't restrain myself and sleep with them and most of the time the relationship wouldn't get really far after that. I can't wait to find the right women but everything falls into place with God and our savior Jesus Christ. When I was strongly addicted to PMO and masturbated 5-6 times a day, I really had no self confidence, was really a mess and didn't really get along with girls because of this addiction. Once you get out of it, you'll see all the opportunities that you missed and will have the opportunity to catch up. Wish the best of luck guys!!!
