50+ but the results are unexpted

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by thisisandrew, Aug 12, 2020.

  1. thisisandrew

    thisisandrew Fapstronaut

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    I am on day 55 right now, I feel pathetic, even low levels of motivation, no will to do anything, for a perid of time (around days 20-35) I felt I was recovering, I craved intimacy, not sex, I stopped objectifying women and the intensity of vulgar thoughts reduced, but for the past 2 week or so I am all drained out, I just want to have sex, I am objectifying women again, I feel like I'm on day 1 one again no benefits, I have no clue what to do, I am getting very short tempered, I am having A LOT of brain fog, I had social anxitey but it slowly disappeared, but for the past 7 days I am able to feel it crawling back to me, I started exercising from last week but I still feel the same (sexual thoughts) is this normal? I feel as if the graoh increased but hit a bad decline. I am just looking at every women lustfully and this is disturbing. That feeling of "intimacy" is now just afeeling to get laid
    Moreover I feel I am becoming arrogant, I am getting cocky for no reason. I call myself "god" without even thinkinh
    What should I do?