Day 5. Hasn't been the most productive day but I bought a Claddagh ring and it's making me feel romantic today. I didn't realize it until right now, but I may be able to use it as a reminder that I do wish to be more romantic. But it's very clear that using PMO has kept me from seeking out romantic relationships. I'd love to change that. Less than a week before I go out of town now. I know I'd be amazingly gutted if I gave in to PMO before then, so I'll be working very very hard on it this week.