Day 2! Getting some urges here and there but thankfully I was able to move my mind quickly from it. I feel a lot better after managing that.
Completing day 1. Trying to lose myself in activities that will take my mind of my addictions and hopefully take me where I want to and need to go
Day 13 holding strong. This is about the time where I self-sabotage myself by wondering if there's any new content I haven't seen before and to just take a small look. It never goes that way and I feel shameful after not having any self-control. I need to realize even if there is new content that is better than I've ever seen, any amount of it is not worth it and it will go forever unseen so that I can spend my time looking at things that are fulfilling and matter. I can't do it on my own but I can with support and accountability like this forum provides.
Day 0, relapsed. Yesterday I slipped up and I fell pretty hard today. Not gonna let this get me down I've really outdone myself with that 45 day streak. My next goal is to make it past that and get to 60 days clean. Stay strong guys and remember one peek is all it takes. Don't make the same mistake I did. Stay woke.
one week Urges were strong today but I have them under control. Just gotta practice meditation everyday to control my thoughts. Also finished my masters degree yesterday wohoooo so good times ahead ahaha
Do not worry guys, a peek or relapse is not the end of the world. It is a new lesson. Make sure you learn from it and move on. I wish you feel better soon It seems like everyone are talking about peeks ^^' Unfortunately i peeked too, i wanted to let loose and PMO, but I'm continuing my streak. Day 11
I all , i cant believe it but i think i relapsed or it is a slip?, well i opend porn site like an idiot and touched my … and bery fast i had ejection. This is count as a relapse or a slip ? it was only once (one time) after 70 days? (Should i reset the calander? I had several bad days (emotionally) i felt very lonely and the thoughts just came back. I feel like a shit now and god i need some motivation and help
