[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

84/90 Was a solid day. Also the end od the challenge is so-so near.

 

1/90 - the guilt is a good deterrent at the start

 

Day 3

 

day 55

 

52/90

 

16/90 picking up speed and momentum as I go (seriously though, 12 step programs and checking in on sites and with people really help)

 

Day 0

 

85/90 Just 5 more days to go!

 

Day 0

 

Day 2/90

 

53/90- I am getting back to serious exercise. I remember during the height of Covid when I worked out like a maniac coz I was stuck at home and become more muscular. I feel like I am in the space to get back to serious exercise.

 

Going through a rough time. Feel very down about life, and now I just PMO'd again which is making me feel worse. Enough with this already. I have to just turn my back on porn and walk away. After all the previous years of abuse it is toxic to my mind, body, and soul. I'm hoping and praying for a long-lasting change at this point. Day 0/90.

 

day 56

 

Day 0

 

Day 4

 

I am in this and am on day 7. Thank you for the support.

 

Day 1

 

86/90 Was a good day although I had to fight with a headache. Luckily got through it.

 

80/90 At last, 10 more days to go. I'm feeling much better now, I'm getting stronger both physically and mentally. I used to be uncomfortable being alone and always wanted someone to stay by my side as I was insecure and unconfident when I was alone. Now I'm comfortable being alone and I'm starting to talk more with people everyday. Starting conversations is not a hassle anymore. I feel confident and strong. I'm starting to love my life and i enjoy the little things that happens to me. Before NoFap i used to focused on the negative side of things that happened to me but now I'm noticing the good things everyday and life is better now. I used to be less motivated and felt nothing and felt numb all the time, didn't care about nothing and nobody but now I'm getting motivated to live a better life and starting to focus and work hard on things that I couldn't do before. I'm not saying I'm motivated and productive all the time but I'm changing,trying to be productive. I'm taking it little by little to be productive and become better. I'm getting stronger physically too, my stamina has increased as I've been working out at home. I don't feel the urge to watch porn and masturbate nowadays. My brain is clear and I'm able to think clearly now as i used to occupy my brain with only amorous and lecherous thoughts all the day and sit in my room all day other than going to college. Now I've started to go out whenever I feel less motivated and unproductive I get a change of pace for a while. Guess I'll stop talking about my experiences and will update you sooner. To the person whoever reading this, I want you to continue NoFap honestly and stay true to yourself so that you could reap the benefits and enjoy life in a positive way. Don't give in to your urges and go to porn and masturbate every time you feel low and less productive. I'm remembering a quote that I read somewhere it states, "A man who can't command himself would always be a slave". Take this quote to your heart and remember why you wanted to start NoFap so you could enjoy life.

 

Day 5