The porn industry wants that. We shan't yield to their demands. Why fantasize about a woman I'll never meet in my life? Let her live her life like a Russian roulette by contracting whatever STD she'll get. I hate women who have multiple partners.
It's been now 3 days and a little more. I plan on getting alot of rest tonight. Watch a movie ,read a little. I just have to make it thru this one day. One day at a time.
I just started day 5. I indulged in another addiction today that's more devastating but less shame producing. I gambled and need to stay free of that too. I'm full of self disgust and frustration which I would normally sooth with pmo. But not today. From now on I need to surrender both of these. ..God grant me grace to accept the truth about my powerlessness over both these addictions and to surrender them both. Thanks everyone for being here. One day at a time.
Another day . I'm now starting day 6. Still reeling from my last gambling binge but didn't turn to pro to escape and intend not to for the rest of the day. Everything passes. One day at a time.
Yes buddy, it is true. Everything passes in time. We can acknowlege our feelings in the moment without being beholden to them. If we can find a place of stillness, and just let the time pass, the feelings will recede on their own like clouds over the horizon.