A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

7/9 four weeks done

 

Day 39/45

 

Day 7/30
I noticed that as the time passes the urge to punch someone in the face, to isolate myself from everyone and to masturbate on some hardcore porn is just gettin' bigger and bigger.
I woke up this morning once again at 6 AM after another dreamless night with a terrible urge to PMO..
Now, it's not that I'm feeling down / depressed or anything like that BUT I really don't know how am I going to end this day.

UPDATE :
I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!

UPDATE 2 :
I feel like I'm under some kind of a drug or something like that wtf...

UPDATE 3 :
I seriously can't believe that I didn't relapse yet,
today was probably the worst day of the reboot that I experienced so far.

 

Day 1 of 10

 

So, after some relapses last week. I'm on my track again. So, it's Day 1/14.

 

day 6/90

 

Day 1/7.

 

i think day 17/21, almost there

 

Day 31 guys hurrah...
Feeling more focussed like i was used to when i was in my school days. Feeling awesome with this. With this sin activity i had lost vigour to read book, i try to read it but easily gets distracted. But it seems now gaining that thing again.
Anxiety not always but it is there , hope will get over with this thing soon.

No urges and absolutely on monk mode but don't know why new acne is coming. Actually there is lot of improvement in my face, but didn't expected new acne, but it's coming. If somebody can explain this, it will be blessfull.

Thanx guys for sharing your stories and reading mine.
Cheers

 

Day 36/45 - new personal record!

After a relapse, it becomes much more difficult for some days up to a few weeks. The chaser effect will be stronger. So please don't feel bad, because you are still on Nofap, you still have a goal in mind. Keep rebooting, keep trying, if you fall off the horse, get back up again! You will get to 90 days eventually.

You got through the worst day. You are a warrior! Much respect.

All acne and skin problems are not 100% tied to Nofap, even though there is a lot of anecdotal evidence. I say give it a few weeks and see if it doesn't go away again, maybe get it checked out.
I can relate to your experience of the mind clearing up around day 30. Congratulations, that feels really good!

 

great job everyone

 

0/8 and like my last three relapses its the same fracking thing. Busy all week but weekend comes and I P sub, edge, P and and MO. I am even concious I am doing it. Lying to myself at every stage.

Going forward thee phone is going to be out of reach at night, especially weekends. 6 days every day then fail. Highest has been 33. I can get there and surpass it.

Before I had come across this site I was a daily abuser, so I have progressed somewhat, I know of my condition, I am trying my hardest to beat it. Its hard work.

 

10/14

Had a really really nice evening today. I am happy with my life at the moment, and I’m thankful for it. Life is just too beautiful to waste it with PMO. Good job everyone here!

No phone in my bedroom helped me a lot. Good luck with your new streak man! You can do this.

 

Day 25/33..

 

Hey guys so I’m on day 2 today, before the start of this streak I pmo’d Once a day for about 3 days, at the end of that I felt more anxious, less social, and even had signs of my HOCD returning. Proof enough that no fap makes a difference.

 

Relapsed again...

Setting my counter back to 0. I won't give up!!!

 

Day 8!
I woke up with some positive vibes this morning
hopefully, it will stay like that for the rest of the day.

 

Day 2 of 10