Hey, everybody! I am posting this here because I been having some issues lately. I've never had any sort of serious mental issues before, I did have low self-esteem when a teenager and still feel a bit low sometimes but never had any kind of intense anxiety or panic attacks. I been addicted to PMO since when I was 9 years old but It was only this last August that I found out about Sissy Hypno and ended up using this fetish to substitute another fetish. I've never questioned my sexuality before nor had any interested or experience with men, I've always dated girls and always felt sexually and romantically attracted to girls, though I'm still a virgin due to ED - I can only get hard with pornography... After watching Sissy Hypno, and becoming addicted to it, I now find myself having intrusive thoughts during the day and oftenly questioning my sexuality, I even made an account on a gay dating app to test if I would feel attracted to any of the guys there but I felt disgust and immediatly deleted the account.But I still find myself watching gay porn ( I'm avoiding Sissy Hypno because I'm really convinced that that shit os dangerous ). Yesterday night I felt, for the third time since I began watching Sissy Hypno, signs of a panic attacks. I started to feel dizzy, having a hard time breathing and having this obsessive thought that I'm about to pass out. Other than that, when these panic attacks come I also have Very intrusive and disturbing sexual thoughts. I'm Very scared about all of this bullshit because I've never felt anything like It before. Has anyone here been throught any similar experience? I don't know If I should look for sexual therapy or go to a psychiatrist, but I'm really scared right now. Sometimes I get dizzy and feel like I'm going Crazy ffs. Anyone here been throught It before ? Any help on How to deal with this bullshit? I'm really angry about all of this situation..