Can someone give me some insight into this?

Pathofsuccess_1

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I’m on day 2 of nofap and I’ve been getting through the chaser effect. I have ocd and anxiety and I’m super cautious about what I look at and what I may run into visually during my reboot. I have a question, even though I think I know the answer and I’m sure I’m just over worried about it. I was looking for visual online (non explicit related) for a still type beat visual on YouTube, I was searching for it on google images. I found my image and I erased the background then put my own background color in (detail for understanding). (TRIGGER FOR SOME) I then began coloring the image and then along the way my mind turned it into a mouth with a **** in it. The image was not anywhere close to porn, nor it was close to any nudity. It wasn’t even a woman. I then kept coloring over it to get rid of what it looked like to a dirty mind, then it looked like a bigger ****! I then erased it all. I know I’m probably overreacting. I just need to know if it’s a reset. I’m super worried. Especially over the time it took to get rid of the image. I did not linger intentionally, I didn’t even get aroused, except for the little spark from within when your mind goes to that place, nor did I get an erection. nor did I intend any of what I saw in the first place (given I wouldn’t end my streak for my life) please help, thanks
 
Nah this is not a reset. Your mind was just playing tricks on you and trying to create P where there was no P. You're all good my friend and keep going strong

Edit: spelling
 
Thanks so much for the reply. I’ve been starting to feel just a little better today so I’ve been especially worried, but the reassurance is really what eases my anxiousness. I appreciate it. 90 days and no turning back!
 
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