Hi guys, I feel like I'm total garbage when comes to being disciplined enough to stay chaste permanently. Here is my scenerio, I try to say prayers regularly and never miss the mass. Most of the time I go to school and work in northern Minnesota where most people don't share my faith and most people at school are incredibly anti social. I visit my family every other weekend and my girlfriend (she is also a faithful Catholic and she and both plan on getting married once I have a solid job to support a family) lives on the other side of the country (we visit each other on occasion), the past few weeks my internet and living room electricity has been out, and I have serious loneliness problems. I relapsed and I am getting sick and tired of this stupid cycle where I sin, go to confession, stay clean for a couple of weeks or months and then end sinning again. Even when I am not stuck in this cycle of sin, it gets horribly depressing here with no friends or family to spend time with.