Day 15, improvements, notes, and questions

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by alm4iiii, Jun 24, 2018.

  1. alm4iiii

    alm4iiii Fapstronaut

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    Hi guys

    I'm new to nofap forum and want to share my experience. I've been reading about that for a year specially in this website which gave me lot of things that will help me in life. I'll continue sharing with you guys here also about your accomplishments. I'm happy to tell you that this is the 1st attempt in my life of no PMO for 15 days and still have motivation till infinity! want to introduce my self a bit, I'm 24 years old guy, doing masters in engineering. I have been on PMO since I don't remember maybe like when I was 14 so around 10 years. I noticed myself failing to get boners those last three years and my goal is to reach a point where I can get it instantly without touch and to last for long time like when I was 20 which things got worse after that. I noticed the transitions between positions with my GF make me go down and I was sure that porn made me like that and NoFap was ringing on my mind since last year. So I made it 4 days maximum this year but failed and it happened 2 times. So NoFap gave me a gift to make it 15 days. I don't even see my self new to this website cause I know what's going on lool. I was thinking "once I made it a week, I would register in this website", cause I like to share just a successful experience and you guys will make me go on. The experiences here gave me that motivation and the questions releated to your wood in future and it regeneration. Before the journey it was limb and it only gets hard on porn but if I translated to other video for 10 seconds it goes down!

    I'll tell you what improvements I have noticed, notes, and important questions for guys.

    Lets start with
    A. Improvements:

    1. Most of the days the flacid filled with blood and looks bigger specially when you take shower and get out of the bathroom.

    2. Morning wood improving, but not to a point where it's fully hard (with the head) which is what I'm waiting for. but sometimes it happened. but mostly NO. I can say it's like 65-75% erection and it goes down once you go to bathroom and it's like 50% to 20% while you take the hot shower. Which haven't' been seen before!!, before I started the journey I don't have many morning wood and it was like numb 0% even if you put a hot water on it which is sucks. so far even with this little improvement on erection, I consider it like a flatline! In my mind flatline means any erection that is less than 100% lool.

    3. Motivation to workout every single day I set a plan to lose weight last June 8th which was my first day. I don't have much fat but I need to lose about 20 pound to reach my ideal body and then building muscles. I feel everyday that I lose bad fats and the junk is getting bigger which gave me a great confidence.

    B. Notes:

    I have a motivation like hill which make me think that those are just minor improvements and signs for thigns that are better next days, weeks, and months.

    I don't have a specific plan like how long I would abstain, but mostly it's gonna be 3 months but my motivation is to go forever.

    I want to know the real signs that I'm completely healed like most guys here who arw wondering, I saw threads talking about getting morning wood 100% means a complete cure but they didn't talk about how it should be look like, how long it takes to fade.

    C. Questions:
    My questions are very specific about every guy who want to know more about the complete healing, we know once we get morning wood, we are happy but seriously let's focus on that stage:

    1. Does the morning wood should last even if you stand up from bed and move/walk? we all hope that

    2. When you are healed, durning any day, will you reach a point where you feel your junk growing fast untill it gets rock hard (with the full tip) and stay long time?

    3. We know a good sex is the goal, Do you believe the goal should be getting rock hard by just going alone with your partner?
    * yes because I believe touching or kissing should't be things to help you get hard, I believe they should be plusses to your wood that was 100% before you kiss or touch and they will make it rocker that last for an hour of sex. we all hope that

    thank you and let me know if you have
    A. Comments or questions on my improvements

    B. Comments or questions on my notes

    C. Answers to my questions.

    or you can ask me about what I haven't mentioned it.

    peace,,,
     
    Last edited: Jun 24, 2018
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  2. alm4iiii

    alm4iiii Fapstronaut

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    waiting for your feedback guys!