Finally committing myself to Nofap

For the past 9 years (I’m 22 now) I’ve been watching Porn and masterbating daily, usually once or twice a day. I’ve told myself soooo many times that I would take a break and that “break” would usually last 3-4 days max. I feel like I have no will power, and I’m sick and tired of feeling depressed and having low energy. My SO also noticed that when we are having sex sometimes I’ll be good Ann’s hard for at least 10 minutes, then I’ll go soft and won’t be able to get it back up for awhile. It freaks me out and KILLS my ego.

I want to quit Porn because I want to feel normal and not have to rely on jerking my off to go to bed. I don’t want to feel shitty about myself anymore, it’s just so hard to not feel that chemical release daily.
I don’t really know where to start, since the last day I masterbated was yesterday. My first big step is deleting my hidden folder full of my favorite porn videos.. I’ve been collecting them for over a year now so I feel bitter sweet about losing them, but I know it’s for the best.
I would really appreciate any advice anyone could give me on how to stay on the right path with this.
Thanks everyone

 

Thank you everyone I appreciate all the feedback