Hello...don't know what to call this

Hello, members of NoFap! This isn't my first time being on the website (I've discovered NF back in the last day of 2015) as I have visited every now and then to get motivated to give up dirty habits. Now, after some long debating in the past and today, I made the decision to make the account because I feel that despite breaking these old habits, the chaser effect is stronger.

Long story short, I've had discovered MO (was totally not into porn) at 15, and had struggled with this problem until 17 due to personal issues involving fitting in with people and social cliques (which in my opinion have some strange truths about how people really work) which left me into brief periods of depression and fear about being the loner with no friends (I still keep in touch with a few good friends) and I took it upon myself to put an end to this habit.

I've had 2 6-month streaks (Feb. 2016 - Aug. 2016; Aug. 2016 - Feb. 2017) and recently relapsed at a 56-day streak that could've been easily avoided. I'm aiming to hit the 90 day mark no matter what, and I've been fortunate enough to commit to different activities.

I work out 3-4 times a week, usually weight lifting and running exercises. I'm reading books to not only learn about the world but to also be a writer and possible entertainer (grew up on seeing people make other people laugh, cry, angry, etc.) I work at a job that allows me to speak to other people (I was introverted at 13 and was always soft-spoken) and I find to be likable by my peers and bosses from time to time. A few problems that I have outside of MO is I tend to be in my own world (usually when I'm not in the mood for talking), I'm a perfectionist when it comes to activities and interaction with others (speaking to girls or dealing with conflicts) and usually questioning myself and the decisions I make in life.

Feel free to ask me anything you like and I'll do my best to open up, though I always have a thing for anonymity since I'm not one to visit forums all the time.

I'm also open to be anybody's accountability partner! Just send me a private message and I'll be happy to give you motivation to quit this dirty habit!