Hi I’m the new guy

Hi my name is Edson I’m from Mexico I know it may sound like a cliche but I’m a porn addict, I been dealing with this situation most of my life, to be honest and its not easy to say but I can not remember the last time I didn’t watch porn for a day, its even sad to say that that day might happened 20 years ago, I know porn is ruining my whole life, I’m always at home alone, I no longer have any friends, my marriage went to hell cause my wife found out about porn so many times I’m not able to remember how many times that happened, I lost all the desire for my wife and she was always complaining about it, she saw many pictures of girls on my phone after living together 5 years we divorced and I knew it was my fault but some times I think I’m not gonna make it to the end clean like Im always going to live like this wasting my life away on front of a screen, I feel tired, most of the time I stay watching porn really late I just sleep 5 hours a day for the last 8 years, I’m depressed and hopeless sometimes times, I want to achieve something in my life and I know my addiction is holding me back of all my goals, I just wanna know if there is any hope for someone like me and Im just 28 years old. Anyone hit me up lets care about each other.