I am 18 and I’m a virgin. I am currently living with my parents and without a job. I’ve wanted to get laid since I was 13 or 14, not because people in my school did it but because I had and still have curiosity about how it feels. People tell me to wait and wait more but I waited for too much now. I am shy, I have no self confidence and I’m not good looking. In my school the girls used to judge me by the looks, or at least that is how it felt to me. Some didn’t but I was too shy, as I already mentioned. I used to beat my meat every day until now, November. I am trying to not masturbate for 30 days as the 3N challenge and I am extremely desperate. I don’t want a hooker because I am more likely to get infections with those than with someone else. Please, tell me what to do to have sex. I don’t want to die without experiencing the coochie or building a PC.