Hey guys. So I've finally decided to post how I feel about this challenge. This really won't be a long post, I'll keep everything brief. So when I started, everything was going great. I was happy that I could control my urges and I could sit in front of my pc the whole day without looking at a single "streak threatening" file. I'm now on day 57. Over the last few days, I've been convincing myself that if I just get a glimpse - just a home page of my favourite site - I'll be set. I've been convincing myself that I "deserve" this break. Tonight I've realised that these thoughts will be the fall of me and if I do happen to relapse, I wouldn't know what to do. I need your support, guys. I can't go back to that life, again. I just can't.