Going through a hard reboot and I have 2 weeks until I hit the big 90. My issue at the moment is the idea of other women. I'm in a 10+ year relationship (only woman I've ever slept with) and I'm plagued with the idea of sleeping with other women. It's becoming uncontrollable... to the point I'm envisioning relationship breaks. It's clear to me that I don't want to break up, but I still want the opportunity to sleep with other women. Obviously, you cannot have both. If push come to shove, I would stay in the relationship. But it seems to be incessant and I can't drive the thoughts away. Has anyone else experienced something like this before?